i know i shouldnt have

those words kept running in my mind.

i know i shouldnt have read them.

cos clearly, those words will hurt me.

but i cant stop myself.

curiousity got me first.

and now, its bugging me like hell.

but no, i wont be defeated by those words.

i shall not sit here and start emo-ing.

i shall leave them all behind.

and pretend it never happened.