it’s just meant to be.

missing

I MISS THEM.

I MISS THE GIRLS.

I MISS THESE TWO.

I MISS THIS GERMAN.

I MISS THIS GUY.

AND I MISS YOU, AYAH!

missing

“Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you’ve talked to them.
Its about that very moment when you’re doing something
and you which that they were right there with you.”

untitled

absence makes the heart
grow fonder.

wish

happy birthday, illya nafiza.
and happy fathers’ day.

dear dad,
i kept thinking that you’re still in msia and will be returning home soon..
till i visited you this morning.
i miss you, i love you. 

honey bee

2 weeks and a half of holidays have passed and i shamelessly declared that i’ve yet to do proper mugging for prelims. i did some revision here and there but i’m certain there’s still a long way to go. thus, in other words, i’m screwed for prelims. i’m totally guilty of going out too often, never leaving enough time to study each day. wtf am i thinking! i ought to slap myself silly. however, albeit the constant worry to start studying and the scorching hot sun, the holidays have been really good and i’m hoping it will continue that way.

and i heard SCHOOL HOLIDAYS MIGHT BE EXTENDED DUE SWINE FLU. FUCKING AWESOME YES? haha. but the MOE hasn’t confirm yet. so i’m praying on my knees they’ll extend it. for now, i’m looking forward to the weekends! (:

and oh, zee avi is extremely brilliant.

 

 

Semalam I call you, you tak answer. 
You kata you keluar pergi dinner. 
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you. 
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn’t true. 

So I drove my car pergi Damansara. 
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola. 
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada. 
Lagilah I jadi gila. 

So I called and called sampai you answer. 
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar. 
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym. 
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain. 

Sudahlah sayang, I don’t believe you. 
I’ve always known your words were never true. 
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu. 
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you. 

So I guess that’s the end of our story. 
Akhir kata she accepted his apology. 
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too. 
With her ex boyfriend’s best friend – Tommy.

Kantoi.

tears

3 months.
i love you, Dad. 

silence

I MISS YOU.

wow.

skins

effy + freddie
january 2010.